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[雪泥]

MISERABLE NIGHT
I must have suspected that things were coming to a head. I had gone to bed with a slight temperature and the beginnings of cold, a real one . My state of mind, which was dismal as the night in darkness, no stars,no moon...
I was crying about you, my dear, I am always seeing things in a different perspective. I think , I have lost myself, the way to your heart is a maze. I am trying to escape, I am fighting the another one inside me. I couldn't look into your eyes, because I am in a daze. I don't know the feeling which two are in love, I don't . I was always the one who loved,but adored by no one.
How hard I am standing you are tearing up my heart by the horrible silence,somehow you break my sermon,took my love so divine. That is really much stronger than the death. I know I should have had nothing to hanker from you as you are not mine. But I couldn't stop crying.
Tonight, I am waiting for you, if I could, I wanted to flee away with you , hiding the suffering years behind my back.
My dear, if you don't love me , what's the lovest in the mess of the world ?